you take the fun out of me
i'm just a skeleton...
Time to write again, it's been too long, and I hate that.
What I've been feeling lately more than anything is scared. Scared of loss, inadequacy, emotion, myself. I find myself more and more involved in just my own issues, oblivious to all else. I'm sad because he's gone, and I miss him, and it's hard; but I don't see why it has to make me such a hateful person. I need to open my eyes a bit more. The season changing seems to reflect everything at the moment...
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For the record, its physically impossible for you to be a 'hateful person' haha. Really.
And I hate uni! It mercilessly steals everyone from us ]= but at least you shall enjoy being with him that much more, perhaps? Its difficult thinking of a consolation for this situation!
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